Going crazy AGAIN

Tricia · 08-25-2008, 01:12 PM

Well I am officially LOSING it AGAIN.

I have really be trying to fight it. I haven't mentioned anything b/c I thought I could get everything under control myself, but apparently I CAN'T.

I have been getting bad since I was sick and I forgot my meds for an unknown amount of time. Now I can't get everything back under control.

I have been crying constantly, I am a BIT&& and I can't get on one playing field. I can't keep feeling like this b/c I feel like I am seriously losing it.

I feel, RIGHT NOW< like my heart is going to blow up, I can't breath.

I was suppose to have a counseling appt this morning, but I got there and they said it was TOMORROW. I said "NO , she said MONDAY at 9:00" i have been doing everything i can just to get to today, let alone havign to wait another day.

So I asked the receptionist if I could get in with the psychiatrist to adjust my meds, but b/c my meds were prescribed by my ob she said NO the one psychiatrist wasn't accepting new patients and the other didn't have an appt till OCTOBER

I start freaking out, telling her that I CAN'T WAIT TILL OCTOBER!! I need to see someone now. She tells me to call my insurance and find another psychiatrist. I start bawling, telling her I just need to see someone, ANYONE. So I leave a message for my therapist and I am waiting for a call back.

I feel like I need to get on a treadmill and run until I fall flat on my face.

I can't keep feeling like this. I need some kind of consistency. I am a basket case.

Anyway, Thanks for listening and if you got through that entire mess of misspelled words and typos. THANKS

. I know I shouldn't keep it all pent up, But I feel, everytime, like I shouldn't be like this and I should be able to handle it..................

Koloe · 08-25-2008, 03:00 PM

I'm sorry you are feeling this way.

Maybe ask your OB to contact your therapist to talk about your medication. How long have you been back on the meds?

Maybe you should go for a run. It might help you feel better. Natural endorphins and all. Probably won't make you feel any worse.

Terri · 08-25-2008, 05:18 PM

You definitely shouldn't have to wait until October to get help when you're feeling this out of control. Your kiddo's need you.

I hope someone's able to squeeze you in and either up or change your meds or at least do something to help you out!!

Sorry Tricia.

Karen · 08-25-2008, 05:19 PM

Emma · 08-25-2008, 06:49 PM

Keep pushing until they agree to see you. You shouldn't wait until Oct when you are feeling this low. If you haven't done so already, have the therapist call the OB to make an adjustment or have the therapist get you into a psych before October.

Hang in there.

acpautz · 08-25-2008, 09:56 PM

Lisa · 08-25-2008, 09:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Emma

Keep pushing until they agree to see you. You shouldn't wait until Oct when you are feeling this low. If you haven't done so already, have the therapist call the OB to make an adjustment or have the therapist get you into a psych before October.

Hang in there.

I agree. And dont forget we are here for you.