Originally Posted by crystalpeterson2
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sorry to be a downer. I need to talk to someone. I had a stillborn baby at 18 weeks on 01/03/08.

I have been trying to go to sleep for over an hour now and I can't for a few reasons.

Dh is gone to work tonight

And I'm dreading tomorrow (mothers day) because I feel that part of my heart is gone with Andrew. I'm so grateful for the children I do have but my heart is aching knowing I should be getting ready to have my son in a few weeks if everything had gone well. Then all the memories of having andrew stillborn is flooding my mind.

I think what set me off is my 4 year old came up to me tonight and said Mommy Baby Andrew is not in your tummy any more huh? It brought reality up. If I'm this emotional for mothers day his birthday is going to be awful. I'm supposed to go to a barbeque for my Mom with my family tomorrow so lets hope I can keep it together for that and then afterwards I will go to Andrew's grave and hopefully it will help.

Thanks for being here girls.