I'm trying NOT to get my hopes up, but I know you girls will obsess with me

On Sunday night, we had a little "opps". I don't know if he pulled out in time, even though he said he did (TMI

) I know he would tell me that he did just so i didn't stress and obsess. DH's grandma called and asked me if i was opreggos last week...that threw me....but now i'm wondering if I could be? Here are my symptoms:
Date of my last period : 7/11/08.
Last night I was almost doubled over in cramps. I thought my period was going to start any minute. Today i'm bloated, and still a little crampy....Could it be, or am i just maybe wanting it, and making the symptoms happen?
I would be happy if i was, and happy if i wasn't. You girls are the only ones who know.....i don't want to jinx it anyway and tell DH yet
I stole one of thoes circle DD estimators from my OB...I would be due 4/18/09. Finally, a winter pregnancy


