On Friday, it's going to be the first time i'm going to leave Dean and be gone more than an hour. It's the first time in almost 9 months. He normally nurses at 10, and then again at 12. My oreintation starts at 8, and they think it's going to be over at 12:30. I was told by my boss that i can bring my pump, and if i feel full, i can go to her office and pump. It's more emotional than I ever would have imagined. Dh asked when I was going to wean, and I told him that it's harder emotionally than physically. I enjoy the quiet sweet times i have with him. DH wants to take a small vacation, just the 2 of us this summer, and i feel so torn about
is that normal?
I just want to
I have to go to bed, Dean will be up soon, and I have to get up early to take Mike to school....
thanks for listening.
