hi, Janeal, welcome to our happy community of love and support.
We are so close around and I hope you feel comfortable.
I am truly sorry for your loss, Many of us have unfortunately been in your shoes and remember all to well those painful feelings of loss and emptiness. When you are ready to ttc again you will know and we will all be there to support you through your fears and anxieties.
I have two beautiful baby boys after a m/c. So Good luck to you and welcome again.